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媽的,我不爭氣地哭了。

//今天,咱們分開1095天了。咱們結婚六年,分開三年。

最近,我常常想起三年前的那一個上午,你像往常一樣,朝我一揮手,說聲走了,就失踪了三年!那天分別的情景,讓我後悔三年,也恨你三年!你總是行色匆匆,疏於去表達情感。連一個再見、一個擁抱都顧不上。其實我也是,我的矜持也攔著我不去主動表達內心的情感。

如果我知道那個上午的匆匆一別,再見卻是遙遙無期,我一定會放下自己的矜持,主動給你一個熱烈的擁抱,不去管蘇州火車站那洶湧的人潮。那樣的話,一千多個日日夜夜的等候,我是不是可以依靠這個擁抱減輕一絲痛苦?

兒子泉泉是我的開心果。但是最近他總是問:“我的爸爸是不是死了?”

我一直堅定的告訴泉泉:你爸爸去打怪獸了,打完怪獸就回家!泉泉就會邀請小朋友來家裡一起打怪獸,他們把沙發,桌子當成怪獸,拿著枕頭使勁砸,揮著拳頭拼命捶。泉泉跟小朋友說,咱們一起幫我爸爸打怪獸,怪獸打完爸爸就回來了。

全璋,為了你,我什麼困難都不怕,你也要為了我,堅強的活下來啊!//

#釋放王全璋律師
#釋放所有政治犯

【李文足給王全璋律師的家書】

【Family Letter from Li Wenzu to Wang QuanZhang】
(English version below)

全璋:

告訴你一個好消息,兒子泉泉長成一個小壯漢了,跟你一模一樣。泉泉上幼兒園兩個月了,至今還沒有被警察破壞,他很開心。

今天,咱們分開1095天了。咱們結婚六年,分開三年。

最近,我常常想起三年前的那一個上午,你像往常一樣,朝我一揮手,說聲走了,就失踪了三年!那天分別的情景,讓我後悔三年,也恨你三年!你總是行色匆匆,疏於去表達情感。連一個再見、一個擁抱都顧不上。其實我也是,我的矜持也攔著我不去主動表達內心的情感。

如果我知道那個上午的匆匆一別,再見卻是遙遙無期,我一定會放下自己的矜持,主動給你一個熱烈的擁抱,不去管蘇州火車站那洶湧的人潮。那樣的話,一千多個日日夜夜的等候,我是不是可以依靠這個擁抱減輕一絲痛苦?

兒子泉泉是我的開心果。但是最近他總是問:“我的爸爸是不是死了?”

我一直堅定的告訴泉泉:你爸爸去打怪獸了,打完怪獸就回家!泉泉就會邀請小朋友來家裡一起打怪獸,他們把沙發,桌子當成怪獸,拿著枕頭使勁砸,揮著拳頭拼命捶。泉泉跟小朋友說,咱們一起幫我爸爸打怪獸,怪獸打完爸爸就回來了。

全璋,為了你,我什麼困難都不怕,你也要為了我,堅強的活下來啊!

小七
2018年7月9日

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【Family Letter from Li Wenzu to Wang QuanZhang】
Dear Quanzhang,

Let me tell you some good news: our son Quanquan has grown to become a strong little boy, looking exactly like you. He has been to kindergarten for 2 months, not yet disturbed by the police. He is happy with his pre-school life.

Until today, we have been separated for 1095 days. We have been apart for 3 years out of our 6 years of marriage.

I often have in mind the morning 3 years ago. Same as usual, you waved at me and said “I’m off.”, and then you have gone missing for 3 years! The moment we separated has made me regret it for 3 years, but also made me hate you for 3 years. You were always in a hurry, rushing from one place to another. You rarely expressed your sentiments, not even a goodbye or a hug. In fact, neither did I. My self-restraint has also stopped me from expressing my feelings.

If I had known our reunion would be so far-off and distant after that hasty goodbye, I would have definitely forgone my self-restraint and affectionately hugged you regardless of the turbulent crowd in Suzhou Station. If I had done so, would the hug have lessened any pain of waiting for you for a thousand days and nights??

Quanquan has always been the delight of my life. However, in recent days, he has kept asking: “is Daddy dead?”

I have always been firm and determined to tell Quanquan, “Daddy is fighting against monsters. He will come home once he wins!” Then, Quanquan would invite his friends to fight against monsters together at home. They would hit the sofa and table with pillows and fists as if those things were real monsters.

“Let’s help my Daddy fight against the monsters,” Quanquan told his friends. “My Daddy is coming home when all the monsters are beaten off.”

Quanzhang, for you, I’m not afraid of anything. Please do stay strong and survive for me.

Xiaoqi

9 July 2018

Albert Ho Chun Yan Emily Lau Patrick Kar-Wai Poon Chong Yiu Kwong Venus Cheng Vannie Lau


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